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I went to live with my family for 2 weeks this year.

I realised something really strange.

That they kept presenting options to me about places that was never my own room.

Of course I acquiesced to observe.

But by the 11th day it just got weirder…not going any further into this.

What I realise now is that never really loved me and I can accept that without flinching.

Why? Well, they never really fully 100% tried to raise me as the woman I wanted to be/supposed to be – ofc I’m doing that now.

I never had the same rights as my brothers and I never will.

All my legally owned things – land, property, childhood belongings – engulfed or discarded for their own purposes. It was ofc to be used for that thing I’ve been avoiding for a decade – its not for me

And because of this (I can say this without flinching) I am disowned, estranged, basically I only have the surname and genetics.

I sat outside my own house for 12 hours for one day to be let in

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