So I will put this out there and then just kind of try to move forward a little bit but so you know since I guess you are clearly so obsessed with me too.
It was great talking it would be great to be able to do so again at some point . Or not but I’d love the chance to do it the right way, slowly and with honesty . I have reservations with trust now also but am willing to try but I’ll leave that up to you . I know you have much going on so perhaps now isn’t the time. We can leave the past in the past I have no vendetta . I’m willing to talk about anything you want tho even things you know that we’re private because I really would love to be on speaking terms one day . I think a lot of you despite everything . I appreciate what you did for me regardless tho even if you don’t feel the same. I hold no ill will and am happy for your success and the good people In your life now . I still want you around I don’t want you to go forever …but I’ll be ok even if you don’t .
