Sometimes I think that other people are with me just for pure pity, I am not very invited to parties or events that my “friends” do, I am always the second option for everything, I am only a secondary character in everything. I have a hard time socializing and talking with other people, I don’t have enough security for people to really get to know me, even I’ve come to cry and take tears for my loneliness, I don’t care if I’m crying in front of others, just enough with saying that it is some disease in the eyes or something, when deep down I am breaking the pain. My mother has always given me advice to be sure of myself, but my mother stopped being confident a long time ago, I have a lot that every word that comes out of it is a total lie. Most of the time I am alone alone socializing in the amino application where it is where I feel most comfortable there is. When I am 20 years old and I am a singer, cheerleader, sportswoman, or win a world record, for me it would be a good revenge for all those people who are currently making fun of my sin any reason or prefer to ignore me and be the second option for almost everything.
