i have a crush on this other kid in my grade but i don’t know if he likes me at all. i really can’t tell. he has started conversations with me and he generally keeps eye contact during conversations, but i just don’t know. a lot of “crush facts” on insta/twitter all day a lot of stuff and i just don’t know what to believe or not.

i really want him to like me back cause he’s one of the nicest people i know and he’s a total sweetheart. whenever he gets to a door before me he always holds it open and refuses to go in before me. (one of my teachers told me to accept it while it lasts because not a lot of chivalry remains in the world). today was our last day of the year, which means i won’t see him for a month and a half. next year we’ll be in the same home group together.

honestly, as much as i want him to like me now, i’m willing to be friends. i want us to get closer and see how it is like that.

i like him a lot. but i don’t want to make the first move (mainly because i have social anxiety). i wish that something could happen but i’m content being friends if that’s all we’re meant to be.