Hey I’m sorry I really didn’t mean to be a** or hurtful earlier It was a BPD thing, plus Michael and I broke up ( kid was a brat). I really do miss you though I’m sorry I was never there if you needed me I didn’t ever actually knew that you wanted me to be . I’m not lying that I’m socially concrete I need I wanted to call you every day I was just too afraid I wish I would’ve done it but I had the chance I’m sorry . Wish I could apologize to both of you maybe I deserve to be screamed out. it breaks my heart so much if I caused you that kind of pain. I know today wasn’t the day obviously and I didn’t mean to take it out on you isn’t even have anything to do with you today . Sorry for being a b**** I wish so much there was a way somehow to talk to you I’m sorry I let so much time go by. Your friendship meant the world to me whatever your intent was sorry I fucked it up I really do mean that. I’m sorry for hurting you I guess it’s too late to talk but I hope you can forgive me I really do miss you a lot
On a brighter note I actually did get an invitation to Thanksgiving my friend called So I’m headed there later 🙂
