I might kill myself by drinking a bottle of bleach later in the week. I can’t be fucked anymore and it’s not like my life is going anywhere good. I’m social average, average looking and average in general. I’m just another average teenager in a billion. I don’t have a reason or goal anymore and I’m constantly crying inside while having to look okay outside. I suffer from 3 different mental health disorders and despite that my school expects me to concentrate and focus as well as everybody else and I can’t even cry to my friends about it since they’re all self centered and dealing with their own s***. So i might as well get it over and done with while I’m still young and pretty.