I’m aware that I am attracted to girls that remind me of my sister.

Just to get it out of the way, I am not attracted to my sister. At all. There’s a mental barrier here for sure. I***** is gross and also even if I didn’t think so the way I’ve known her all my life just doesn’t make me love her that way y’know??

But what used to be subconscious became… conscious. I realized one day that all the girls I’ve been attracted to for the most part are just very much like my sister and I never realized it. Its similarities between her and people I like though like.. they are carefree, young at heart but with a level head.. Very girly but not afraid to be messy and also calls people out for things they’ve done wrong..

I know this is anonymous so it doesn’t matter if you really think I’m just attracted to my sister or not but really, I’m not. I do not want that to be a vibe you get from me as a person here, as weird as this is.