I’m so sorry I ruined everything I’m sorry I had no idea I I was told to stay away I cried every day for three months I’m so sorry for this I thought I was talking to a troll and losing my mind I had no idea you were actually here and honestly I just miss you so much I’m so sorry thank you for being concerned about my safety but my parents were not the right pretty full to call . I don’t care about me and only use things like that as an opportunity to hurt me some more I am sorry that I asked somebody to text you that I really didn’t know and I couldn’t do it myself Honestly I’m sorry I even wanted to text you at all I’m very embarrassed and ashamed of this whole thing it’s my fault I should’ve done it myself or just left it alone and let you live your life I’m very sorry he asked for a picture of my t*** immediately after and yes I lied again about my age I will tell everybody from now on how old I am I’ll tell them I’m 50 I’m horrified and Shame and how old I am when I think about it I wanna throw up but if it makes you happy I will tell people and 50 from now on I can’t stand my full name i’m sorry if that bothers you but I’m going to continue to go by the one I prefer I’m sorry again I’m sorry for it all I know it’s too late too much damage has been done I never meant any harm and I was really trying to put my own life together for the past first few months it all just fell apart with the dog getting so sick she’s all I have please no I still think the world of you and care a lot about you And I’m very ashamed about all of this and that I made it even worse going to do whatever I can to get more help and just I knew I need to leave here I didn’t mean anything malicious but I just it’s very hard to let go I’ve had a lot of loss lately. I’m so glad to hear from my parents that you were doing well and that you’re happy it’s one less thing I worry about and yes it’s not my business but even if I guess we’re never gonna be able to talk again I’ll never forget the kind thing that you did for me and I’m sure on some level I always will care please please take care of yourself. I’m very sorry also for the phone calls I was just trying to apologize for like I’m bothering you it was my fault I just couldn’t give a stranger a picture of my breast which is what he wanted after trust me at my age that’s pretty disgusting I wish I would’ve called earlier I’m sorry I didn’t I just have to except the consequences for that but please please take care of yourself stay safe