Sorry if I triggered anyone earlier . It wasn’t about any of you I promise they don’t post here
Maybe I did have a little crush but that’s not why I’m grieving . It was honestly prob a result of the no sleep and alcohol anyway and I’m over it it wasn’t a big deal. Plus wed kill each other anyway . It’s your friendship I miss despite all of the bad s*** . I know I can never tell you that because you have split me black and wouldn’t care anyway but you have no idea how wrong you are I look down on you. You are so smart , and resourceful . I love that you have such a big heart (sometimes) and always fight for what you believe in, I love that you are strong . Im blown away listening to how you took on an entire school district or even how you ran a mommy hustle . You always found a way to make things work, youre a badass . Not trash at all in some ways I actually look up to you and that’s the truth. I really do miss hearing from you . I hate after this maybe I won’t I really still do want you ih my life but I post here rather than say anything because I’m afraid it can’t be fixed or what to do . My social skills s*** too that’s why I don’t get close to people bpd ruins everything .