It gets lonely not being close to anyone having to be so fake to have friends . Real me too damaged yep I get it . Just struggling a bit . But it is what it is . Just so you know it’s not really you prob just miss being close to someone in general . Don’t spaz ok. No hatred necessary . Fake fake fake is the way to go then everyone likes me . Can we just pretend we never found each other on here . All I really want is post in peace no reminder needed all day im not wanted around . It’s not just you there are a lot of folks I miss they either died or I fucked up there too . Can you go hate somewhere else just for now ? Or ignore it ? Thx pretend I’m dead . Dead folks can’t post . See problem solved 🙂