i guess I’m too damaged for anyone to ever care about or miss me. No one will ever care back, I’m always the one forgiving everything but no ever has acceptance or tolerance for me. ever. Im just used and discarded when they are done, story of my life. Im a filler until something better comes along
i can’t do it anymore. i don’t want to try. no one would care anyway, actually I know people would cheer. the dog and I are going to die together. I can’t cope with the isolation or pain anymore I am so tired of feelig like a freak no one could ever forgive or love, I’m too flawed i can’t no more. my mom is right, death is best . She told me how happy my ex friend would be, apparently they laughed about it together
please god no more. kill the beast.