I miss the past. I want to just go back in time to the days where i’d roleplay on WoW until 4am and life felt okay. S*** hasn’t been alright for too long now, and I’ve been fucked around for too long by people that I care about, but they don’t care back. I don’t think I’m long left for the world but I don’t want to tell anyone because I’m not worth the worry.
If anyone actually reads this message, do not under any circumstance waste your time on someone that will stop caring and lead you on. I flew 300 miles down the f****** country this time last year to meet a girl that I loved, and she dropped me after a weekend because she’d found someone closer that she wouldn’t tell me about.
Don’t become like me.
Don’t be useless.
You’re better than that.