No of course you can’t go back because none of this was real . I did it to myself tho I don’t blame anyone I just don’t understand why It was necessary to continue harassing my family… they told me how you kept in touch periodically to see if I had killed myself and also to request money . Totally get it that my purpose was served I just didn’t really ever want a definitive answer to the question was I ever cared about or missed I just wanted some to come here to vent not be terrorized all over again