I don’t want to have to wait for your life to hit bottom again and all your bridges to be burned and you to be completely without any people or options to hear from you again years later …I wanna sleep that’s all it’s going to be I literally feel so much pain having to do this to make it so you can’t do that in the future because I miss you so much now but I have to protect myself I guess I’m not a yo-yo and I can’t handle people doing s*** like this to me anymore. I miss you dearly I love you thank you for the time that you were in my life however brief and I’m glad that you’re doing good now and life is treating you well obviously it must be For me to still be so black. I really do pray for your good health and good things to happen you despite all your rough edges I really do know that your Your heart is in the right place… Sometimes and I hope you find that FP that’s even better than me it makes you happy you deserve that you deserve happiness I love you thank you for everything