I miss you Heather . And no not the way you think I really miss having a best friend especially Wish you were around know that I’m expecting I think you’re such a great mom I hope I can be a mom like you and I hope you’re OK blah I don’t even know why this still bothers me I’ve had so many people come and go in my life and I have friends I get invited out all the time I’m doing well at work I don’t know why I still give a s*** Especially when I know you don’t. I don’t know maybe I just feel bad for you because you’re sick who knows oh well at least you know you’ll never like find any of this here I can just piss and moan all I want until I don’t need to anymore
