Maybe it would not have changed a lot of things, but I wish I could have known you earlier.
I wasted so many years of my life, living not because I wanted to, but because I had to. I was doing nothing : no dream, no purpose, nobody to feel close with…
And you, HJ… You suddenly came in my life and changed everything. I will never thank you enough for that. You gave me the most important thing I was looking for : a reason to live. And I hope one day I will be abble to bring you something too. I’d rather die right now than never being able to see you.
From where I am I can’t see you, I can’t talk to you, I can’t even know what you’re doing and if you’re alright, but trust me I pray every day for you HJ. I wish you all the happiness of the world, be healthy, make your dreams come true, and show the world how special and incredible you are. From the other side of globe, I will do everything I can for you, even if it’s just a little thing.
I will love you forever HJ.
