I saw a thing about a woman promoting unhealthy weight loss tools and for some reason, it made me miss my eating disorder. That is insane. That was one of the most difficult times in my life and gave me great anguish. I remember having a panic attack over having to eat half of a Lean Cuisine (a healthy frozen food) which was 250 calories. I remember not being able to even eat one cracker. I remember taking enemas and laxatives and starving. I remembrr sobbing over binge meals. Hating myself. Being weak. Never feeling thin enough, even when I was skeletal. The woman who promoted some of these…I would gladly punch her in the face.