I saw a thing about a woman promoting unhealthy weight loss tools and for some reason, it made me miss my eating disorder. That is insane. That was one of the most difficult times in my life and gave me great anguish. I remember having a panic attack over having to eat half of a Lean Cuisine (a healthy frozen food) which was 250 calories. I remember not being able to even eat one cracker. I remember taking enemas and laxatives and starving. I remembrr sobbing over binge meals. Hating myself. Being weak. Never feeling thin enough, even when I was skeletal. The woman who promoted some of these…I would gladly punch her in the face.
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Anorexia is as much an addiction as an illness. Don’t beat yourself up over this. I’m glad you’re better now.
i used to have an eating disorder too. i still get jealous whenever i see a girl who’s bone skinny.
Welcome to my bulimia, as I speak to you missing 8 front teeth from rotting them after vomiting tens of thousands of times. Eating disorders are the fucking devil. Yet I would still be bulimic if it kept me skinny-skinny – after a while bulimia doesn’t work because you fuck up your metabolism – or something. But if I hadn’t vomited all those years, there is no doubt in my mind that I would have rolls and folds all over my body.