Did you lose me or did I lose you? I can’t even do anything about it, because you’re trying your very best to push me away farther away from you. I can’t do anything because you blocked me non stop. I can’t, what do I gotta do to get you back? Is it because of what I said? I don’t even know what I did, why are you reacting me like this? We go on and off, we’ve been on and off for almost half this year, I’m getting headaches and I can’t sleep thinking about you. And yet I wonder the same about you.

How do you even sleep without thinking of me at least once? Are out mad at me or yourself? Are oh avoiding me because of this? Am I trying to hard? What am I doing wrong? I can’t do anything because I can’t even contact you without you ignoring my every message. I’m trying so hard to hold on to you because I don’t wanna lose you, you’re the most important thing in my life right now.

Nobody understands why and how I feel this way, they think it’s just some stupid thing that will go away within a few weeks. I can’t let you go, I can’t lose you but I’m wondering if I should? Just to make you feel what I feel.. I already know you have problems of your own but that doesn’t mean you have to shut me out. I was destined for you. I was born for you. I was made to be with you. We were made to be together. But you can’t see though it.

You say we’re never gonna be together, but that’s not true, that’s just how you feel. I would never do anything to hurt you. I love you too much t let you go. I can’t lose you not again. Please just listen to me for once. Just say something anything and I’ll be here to listen. ;(