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so i don’t really know what to say but i felt like i need to talk to someone about what happen to me lately , umm so i have this one boy best friend and he had an ex before us being friends but somehow they got back together and by time she became one of my closest friends and all 3 of us used to hang out together but once they got through a big fight and he asked me to hangout with him as his best friend cz he needed to talk to someone and it was my first time to hang out with him all by myself but at that time he kissed me and idk what was that but i just kissed him back !! and it was my first kiss , after that day we never talked about the kiss again but after 1 month we planned to go to a ressturent all 3 of us but she didn’t show up so again it was me and him and again the kiss thing happen , and i really feel bad about it cz like he is cheating on her w me but i can’t do anything about it cz i don’t want to loose him .

New Confession

there was a time I saw what looked like CSAM, so I looked away immediately. then I thought “was that really CSAM or did I misjudge it”, looked back, verified that it was pretty likely to be CSAM and then immediately looked away again, that time for good. then I reported it.

there was a time I got a popup ad advertising “teen p***”: fearing that it might’ve been CSAM, I closed it, but then had the same thought as above and reopened it so I could be sure before I report it, which I did. I don’t know if those actors were actually 18+ or not, though it seems likely they were.

there was a time that, on my Google image search results, there was a “teen p***” thumbnail. I looked away, but then added a word to the search and scrolled down the results again, knowing that the thumbnail might’ve been there. it was, and I saw it again. I don’t know if those actors were actually 18+ or not, though it seems likely they were. I reported that too, but I was panicking about something else at the time and allowed it to distract me from my moral duty, so it took me a day or two iirc.

have I done moral wrong? have I done harm? and is it redeemable?

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