I think I have a crush on a girl that I had in my class when I was in high school. Our "relationship status" could be described as a friendship back then.

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I think I have a crush on a girl that I had in my class when I was in high school. Our “relationship status” could be described as a friendship back then. We didn’t have any s***** relationship but didn’t have a close friendship either. Now, after our graduation we lost touch but every time we would see each other outside we would greet each other and have a little talk. It has been a year since our graduation and right now I am in another country and I will go back home in like 4-5 months. All this time that I am here, I can’t stop thinking about her. I think about being with her and I feel like she is what I need in my life.

New Confession

there was a time I saw what looked like CSAM, so I looked away immediately. then I thought “was that really CSAM or did I misjudge it”, looked back, verified that it was pretty likely to be CSAM and then immediately looked away again, that time for good. then I reported it.

there was a time I got a popup ad advertising “teen p***”: fearing that it might’ve been CSAM, I closed it, but then had the same thought as above and reopened it so I could be sure before I report it, which I did. I don’t know if those actors were actually 18+ or not, though it seems likely they were.

there was a time that, on my Google image search results, there was a “teen p***” thumbnail. I looked away, but then added a word to the search and scrolled down the results again, knowing that the thumbnail might’ve been there. it was, and I saw it again. I don’t know if those actors were actually 18+ or not, though it seems likely they were. I reported that too, but I was panicking about something else at the time and allowed it to distract me from my moral duty, so it took me a day or two iirc.

have I done moral wrong? have I done harm? and is it redeemable?

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