idk who to tell my feelings so i randomly googled random confession page and found this. so here it is. I am gay . I knew im not straight since i was a kid. im nt even lie. nobody know until now that i am gay. im closetted gay. anyway, i have this massive massive crush on this girl at work. we never talk like friend but just work purposes. My god, she is handsomely beautiful and i keep thinking about her 24/7. i hate this feeling very much. this feeling sometime give me hope to live , i love feeling excted, giddy everytime i bump into her. idk whther she share the same feeling as me but i was pretty sure she threw me some glances but i was so frustated she not making any move ugh. since i was so stupid, so hopelessly crushing hard on her. i decided to take things on my own and let me tell you. it is hella embarassing and idk oh my god, can i die rn. so i surprise her by giving her cream puff and u know what, her friends and her keep bugging the person that did the delivery and i feel so bad lmao. i pretty sure that person told the truth and shitttt , now ppl know im f****** gay. you see living in society that pretty much homophobic is the worst let alone my crush is staight. to make things worse, i created a fake fb profile which kinda reveal who am i ( my god, im so f****** stupid i swear to god ), i asked her did u receieved it ? she replied but im sure she knew who the hell i am. oh maigod, i cant imagined. now thinking about it, she knew i was so gay and idk how to even live with the fact. and and because of that , she blocked my request to follow her at instagram and fb . i realied that she was nvr update her post in instagram and since this incident, she keep on posting , i had feeling how about she screenshot my number , whatapp and telling the whole world that im gay so stay away from me. ohmaigod, idk what to feel. i pray to god i will nevr ever have to see her. but God, i like her so damn much and idk how to deal with this. ugh god, she make me feel so hopless.