The idea of becoming more open. Or the fact, of being more open about who I am, what I do, what I look like, to stop being shy.

Hi, I’m “J” and I’m 18 years old. All my life I have been shy when meeting new people and an introvert at most. At this current time that I’m writing it, and you’re reading it. I feel like I should start changing who I am. Personally, to me, I feel like it’s time to start opening up. Start showing what I look like to online friends, start talking to people in voice calls and such. Start being more like me (btw, my personality is optimistic/satirical/nerdy) and I’m just not quite sure how to where to start. I really want people to know WHO I am. I feel this odd need to just stop being such a little b**** and actually go out and let the inner side of me free. Even though I’m an introvert. I find the term “introvert vs extrovert” to be somewhat meaningless because everyone can change. So what I’m basically saying if I want to be more open with everyone but I don’t know where to start or how to start. Mainly I’m trying to be open in the online world, since I lack the department of vast in real life friends.