I originally joined my local police department so I can get away with murdering people of color. I was a part of a certain group and it was a part of a plan to infiltrate law enforcement and use our authority as cops to decimate the minority population. But then I met this woman and she changed my heart. I realize what I believed in before was wrong and evil. The people I used to hate are not monsters I thought them to be, we are. The woman I love is dying and she has no idea of how I used to think about people like her who are suffering at the hands of people like me everyday. I’m sorry for all the wickedness I participated in.