I’m pretty sure I’m asexual??? Just hear me out.
Why would someone want to have s** with someone who they find physically attractive but never want to know personally? Why fantasize?
S***** attraction and talk of s** makes me uncomfortable in general and I’m not looking to be in a relationship, be it romantically or s*******. If I find someone attractive, it’s usually their aesthetic appearance or their personality that attracts me. But even that’s a more of a curious “I want to get to know you as a person” feeling.
I m*********, sure, but I don’t fantasize about anything in particular. Just feeling excited and getting it done is my goal.
I hate when my mother asks me questions like “Is there a boy you like at school?” because that almost always implies dating and intimacy and marriage and s** and ugh. It makes me sick and I brush it off by saying “I’m not interested in anyone right now.” What is she gonna do, take me to a doctor and tell them to fix me because I find s** gross?
I think romantic relationships are cute and can be extremely meaningful to a couple but I can’t see myself in a relationship like that. How would it work? I’m clueless.
Hook up culture disgusts me despite being completely surrounded by it right now as a college freshman. How can you just give your body up to someone for the night and drop them like you never knew each other?
That was a huge rant but I needed to get it off my chest. I’ve always known something was “off” about me despite being physically attractive enough to date and hook up. Am I asexual?