My colleague-c**-friend once told me that which boy has been involved with her, has gone on to do well in his life.

Last month, I got a good break in my career. Not massive, but decent. I am feeling that it was because of her.

She is just a friend, though I did have feelings for her, which I didn’t say to her.

I am now feeling that if she goes, will I be able to do anything that substantial again.