Idk why but all of my friends are protective of me. I guess most of them are a bit older than me, as i’m supposed to be in the grade below due to starting school early as a little kid. Idk they all say i’m adorable and innocent (i’m a girl btw) and that I blush a lot and have a baby face. Like it’s nice, but what they don’t know is that I’m a really good actor. I’m not just happy all the time like they all think and talk about all the time. I feel depressed a lot. I wait until i’m alone in bed every night and cry alone. I hate the attention. Attention and pity give me really bad anxiety, though I am greatful for people caring. So I hide my emotions while i’m with others. Maybe someday someone will change that for me. But for now I prefer being there for my frienda who have problems instead of wallowing in mine. I just wish they’d realize that I have problems too. Maybe sometimes I do need some comfort. But I feel like I can’t tell anyone when i do. They all have worse problems. Mine just seem stupid.