I’m a switch, into ageplay and transgender to top it all off.
Therefore, it should come to no surprise that I absolutely hate myself and wish that I could be happy.
I just want a Daddy to take care of me and to take care of in my own way, is that too much to ask? Is it too much to wonder if there will ever be a person willing to accept me for the monstrosity that I am? For the disgusting nature I give into?
Yeah, I think so. No one wants a little boy who has a v***** and t***, thats not how it goes for one. Two, has anyone ever wanted a switch to be their baby all the time? Not to mention a switch into way too many kinks to remember or care about…
Heck, I get it. I’m a rope bunny, a bit of a sadist, a total masochist and one hundred percent into pet play, but thats only half of it! I would have pets of my own to take care of and to curb my switch to a bit of a daddy myself, and no one wants to have to deal with the type of things I like as pets…
Not people pets, but snakes, chickens, dogs, cats, birds, rats, bunnies, and much more… anything you can have as a “pet” (anything animal related you can care for) is something I want to care for and nurture into existence as a healthy creature. Now, of course there are still problems that need sorting out, as I’m a bit of a brat, a very forgetful person when it comes to big and little things, need constant supervision if I don’t want to bring harm to my body on accident and much more…
But I really just don’t think my dream will ever come true. I can’t even get a binder for Kris’ sake! All I want is to hide my t*** at the moment, to have a good mental health state until my parent can get over his homophobia and accept the fact I wanna be a boy.
Of course, he’s old and stuck in his ways so he plays it off as a joke, but I’m hoping for my 15th birthday I can get his new fiancee, who is much more open minded, to agree to letting me get a binder, or at the very least a pacifier charm. (A sort of thing you can clip to personal belongings that can function as a paci in a pinch, but doesn’t look too gaudy or too much like a baby’s paci cuz I don’t want people thinking I’m pregnant and it’s a sign for those who are observant.)
So yeah, I’m a soft little boy-girl thing that wants affection and a good home. A Daddy would be appreciated, along with maybe a few words of praise to get my self esteem higher than a negative six out of positive ten. I thank you for your time reading my bull crap if you have read it, and wish you a good day. Please don’t hate me for wishing on a star that this might work, but if you are a Daddy and don’t care/enjoy my predicament of having a female body, hit me up?
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