I just want to laugh happily and listen to lofi music and drink good coffee and draw and cuddle with my cat and scream f*** you at the sky and run around in the rain and lay in the grass and f****** arm wrestle with people who I know will definitely beat me and bet on myself and lose all my money and f****** shoplift (not really cause its illegal) but f****** shoplift makeup and run laughing as the shop owners chase me down the street and to stare at the stars and give them all new names. Why is life in reality so dark when everyone just wants to be happy?