I feel pretty confused these days. You tell me to date other people but talk to me as if nothings changed. The first couple times you said it I brushed it off as you being a little insecure and chimed back that i didnt want to date anyone else that i only wanted you. But each time you said it you got more and more serious until it started to become painful to hear and I finally snapped, I told you I’d date other people and I meant it even though I knew I wouldnt be dating anyone else and I tried to make things different between us, stopped using nicknames and bothering you with random texts about things I thought youd like or things that reminded me of you and in general just tried to leave you alone. But you still message me and still talk to me the same as you did months ago before you ever even started suggesting to date other people. You broke my heart. Everytime we speak my heart sinks. I dont think I could ever be with you again and the sad part is it isnt that I didnt or dont love you it’s just that the feeling I had for you got tainted with pain and it’s never going to be the same. So I guess maybe I’m wasting my time wondering if you really meant it or if you were just insecure or scared or whatever other reason it could be, even if I know the answer my feelings for you have changed and while I still do love you I just dont want to be with you.