I really want to have someone in my life who will just hold me, and cuddle all the time, and cheesy s*** like that cause I’ve never had that, but thinking about it I’m also very insecure because I have this thing called “smelly scalp condition” but it’s not my fault and it makes my hair smell bad no matter what I do. I shower everyday and use medical shampoo and essensial oils but nothing works and I’m worried that if I ever find someone, and get in a relationship with them that I will be dumped or the person will be grossed out because of it. 🙁