I just wish I hadn’t taken you back into my life at that point when I had a CHOICE. I could have saved myself so many negative emotions. And I KNEW it was a bad idea at the time. I just couldn’t say no, you were in so much need. At least I know I’m not in love with you. Love feels so much better than what we had. I just need to move on from this sticky obsession with the past. It’s just so much easier said than done. I am mentally weak in this area.