I just came home from my doctors office.

She told me the reason behind my extremely painful headaches on the left side and the nausea and weakness I often experience are due to a cluster of inoperable tumors that will eventually rupture and kill me. She thinks their current growth rate gives me maybe a another 12 weeks to live if I’m lucky.

What am I going to do?

My life is over. I’m never going to find and experience love with a woman who will feel the same way. The idea of starting my own business like I’ve always dreamed of is now decimated into nothingness. How do I say goodbye to everyone I know?

I’m dying…