I feel like I’m not connecting with my partner like I should. I feel like we have different love languages. I’m not sure if he knows how I feel. Whenever I show him I love him it’s not recognizing. He doesn’t receive it how I hoped he would. I feel like we miss each other’s “love” …sometimes he wants to buy me things. I’m grateful. It’s just id rather just spend time with him. I don’t love him for money I just love him for who he is. I want to spend more time with him but we can’t necessarily right now. It’s a long distance relationship. I thought I could do the long distance. It would show how strong our love is… however it seems like it’s not there? Sometimes he goes all out to show his love but I don’t give back as much and vice versa. Sometimes it’s like we are talking to a wall. He will say something important and I’ll miss it… then I’d share something important and he has to go and vice versa. We try our best to meet each other in the middle whenever we can. However, it feels like the more we try to talk whenever we get the chance it’s like we would rather not talk to each other. It makes me feel sad and guilty. I feel sad because I think he’s tired of me…. but then I’m guilty because I’d like a break as well. It’s like being lukewarm. No one likes lukewarm.