i posted this yesterday but nobody commented so im just gonna post it again because i really want someone to tell me how im feeling is normal

sometimes i feel like im bisexual/demisexual(only attracted to people iv formed a bond with/ attracted to love in general) but sometimes i feel like im asexual like some s***** things actually make me want to vomit. and whenever i hear or read or see something that relates to lust/rejects love, (like a guy talking about how women are just meant to be fucked or someone saying love is fake or anything that is s***** just for your own pleasure and not because you care about your partner) i just get really angry like sometimes i just punch my wall and sometimes i just get kinda annoyed at the mention of anything s*****. could anyone explain why im like this that would make me feel better. i just turned 16 last week and male if that helps.