My Cousin is an extremely attractive white woman who could be an actress or model or something like that, but instead she is a geneticist who works for 23 & Me which does ancestry and medical DNA testing.

Last Summer at our family 4th of July BBQ she told me and my Sister something that shocked me and got me thinking. She basically said the survival of white people will depend on our procreation specifically with black people because they are genetically superior to us. She explained how they are psychologically and physically stronger because they are the true genetic source of humanity.

I don’t know much about science, but I think she’s right and ever since our conversation I started to notice how very attractive black men are. I never looked at them that way before and I have a boyfriend who I very much care about, but I no longer want to marry him or have his children.

There’s a new single black guy who works at my job I’ve developed a crush on and I’m thinking about inviting him to lunch to get to know him. But I don’t want to cheat on my boyfriend so I’m going to break up with him first.

I don’t see a future with him and I’m fantasizing about being with black men. I’m a 23 years old woman and I want to be happy. Am I wrong for this?