So my birthday was yesterday which is 12/31/2018…….. To think I have to confess to this site……. My inner feelings that I have of hatred, despair, and sadness for the experience of betrayal and denials that I can’t seem to accept. From people A.K.A “Bastards” that I gave them my time of humility and respect wherein they just disrespect me and treat me like f****** trash.

Im sick. No joke, every time I seem to be near with them, It feels I wanr to hurt them so bad……. But for fucks sake I know God wouldn’t allow this. God is the most powerful being that created us. Please Almighty God……. Save me from this despair I am experiencing from this bastards, give me a life of my on tranquility and freedom to do good choices and give me strength to resist wrathful thoughts to these people.

I am sick of it…….. I might have been helped by them but their treatment to me is just sick. Hopefully God helps me from successfully fall into these thoughts of harm on these people.