Im in a good place in my life; I have a good job that pays well and a couple of friends I can rely on. Ofcourse its not all that perfect but its alright. And yet…yet I feel so….empty? Like, whats the point? To anything? Im living one day at a time but every day constantly feels like a blur. They say going out might help. Do something new, meet new people. It didnt help. I pretend like Im part of something but it doesnt mean anything to me. Went out with this wonderful person and I can see it could be worth something but I feel nothing…nothing.

I hate this feeling. I feel like we shouldnt be ‘lost’ at my age. Its been romanticized so many times in movies that people dont actually realize how bad it can get. I dont think Im depressed or anything. I dont have suicidal tendencies. But I just feel..lost. What is it that Im missing?