I really miss you. A lot. I have a girlfriend and she makes me happy, but you just upped and left and I messaged you once out of the blue and I thought we were on good terms and then you blocked me without saying anything. I wish I could still talk to you. I remember a lot about you, I remember the stupidest silly things. I hope your happy and I wish you could tell me all the things your doing in your life. I hate that I miss you so much. I just hope you’re okay because we both had such communication issues. I wish we met at different times. I love and care about you still. I wonder if you know that or if you just think I’m an a****** for flaking out on you all those times because I was afraid of being intimate and hurting you all those times and now it doesn’t matter because you’re gone and you got hurt anyways. You said not to waste your time on you, but I hope you know even now after I feel hurt, I won’t ever think it’s wasted time. I love you and will always wish you the best.