I f****** hate the holidays.

I don’t want to be distracted by all the social events, dinners or any of the non-conducive b******* my wife wants me to do with her.

My work is of critical importance to me and it’s what matters most as it will be my legacy.

Thankfully we have no children to get in the way of my progress and my friends know not to invite me or my wife to dinner parties, potlucks or anything until I’m finished with my life’s work.

Her friends on the other hand do not understand or respect my wishes and they keep interfering by inviting us both to places I don’t give a f*** about or want to go. It’s getting to the point where there is tension between myself and my wife and I don’t think we should be together anymore if she doesn’t understand how important it is to me that I have this.

I will not die an asterisk in my field. I’m one of the most brilliant people in my profession and I refuse to disrespect my genius and leave without making history for my work.

I don’t care who gets offended or who I hurt anymore. I can’t afford to worry about such things, because my work is more important than everyone and everything at this moment. It what gives me purpose and if the people in our families and friend circles don’t understand or respect this. Then f*** each and every last one of them, because my work comes first before them, my wife and me.

My work is more important than you. My work is my God. My work is life itself and that’s all that should matter to me.