I think I’m losing grip of my humanity.
Or maybe humanity isn’t the right word … I find myself detached from my emotions I can crush ppl who love me and just walk away.
I can adapt almost instantly. I can be everything a person needs until I get bored then I just move on. no guilt. Should I not ,after years of being at someone’s side, feel even an ounce of pain at watching them hurt? But I don’t . if anything I feel entertained. I only noticed this pattern recently. I see every so emotional and sympathetic but not me I’ve always lived moment to moment and when the moment passes so does the memories . they all fade to black.i feel quite hollow.