It s**** having all these crazy experiences and not being able to tell anyone. My boyfriend makes love to me so sweetly and passionately, and then he “fucks” me so hard too. We go out and drive till it’s super late, or I will sneak out with him. My parents know nothing and I’d die if they found out. It’s so thrilling! I just feel so weird because I never thought I’d be doing all of these things my last year of high school.