I just want someone to hold me and cuddle me in a romantic but not necassarily s***** way. not a family member or even any close friend, just someone with no former relations to my life who I feel safe with. I want them to stay with me and to just feel the warmth of their body against mine. I want to feel and hear their breathing as they slowly doze off with me.

I want to actually feel physical non-explicitely s***** love that isn’t like the usual familiar warmth like a mother’s to her child. I don’t want it to be out of pity or just a casual hug from a friend.

I crave for true, fulfilling trust and comfort in another person’s arms. Doesn’t matter to me if it’s a guy or a girl.

Right now I don’t need encouraging words and back-pats from the people who’ve been with me my entire life.
I need something, someone new.
I need a kind of click to make me feel lovable because I feel really f****** lonely and forgotten at the time.

And I’m always told: “You’ll find your special someone *someday*”
But I don’t want to wait anymore. It’s getting harder and harder to love myself for who I am and it’s breaking me slowly from the inside.
I want and need to be loved unconditionally, I don’t care by whom anymore.

Also, sorry to anyone who read through this long a** text, and thanks for listening to my thoughts!

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