Sad how I’ve been taken advantage of by older people at the age of 14. Even more sad how 2 years later nothing’s changed and it’s the only thing I feel like I’m good at. I hate how I complain about this but it’s my fault for being too scared to stop myself from being so vulberable. I want someone to stay for once. I’m tired of falling for people who obviously see me as a s** toy. I want to protect every young girl from being treated like this. Seeking validation from older men is making me feel tired and worthless. This s*** hurts.