i think i'm the worst mother ever. i have this feeling that all i do is screaming at my 3 y/o son. i have no patience. i feel like i'm going to scar him

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i think i’m the worst mother ever. i have this feeling that all i do is screaming at my 3 y/o son. i have no patience. i feel like i’m going to scar him for life like my mom did to me. i really wanna change. i don’t want my baby get hurt. i have to change my ways. i love him so much and i want to be a better mom. i just can’t relax. i’m always on the edge. i feel like i have so much patience when it comes to other stuff and for him i’m the worst 🙁 i’m such a garbage person. what can i do to better, i’m all alone and scared. i want my baby to have happy life but with me in the picture i don’t think that’s happening. help me 🙁

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