I think i have feelings for my flatmate who has a girlfriend. But i dont know if its due to grief loniless or somthing else
Every friday my art therapist would drink like 1.4 liters of water and hold her pee for me for like 130 minutes while we played dnd. She always had an opportunity to use the bathroom halfway through but wouldn’t because I didnt want her to. I also made videos of myself peeing for her and I have views logged from her watching them. When I first made her the folder of videos, I told her to go commando If she wanted more videos and that very day she went commando, like her coochie was full on eating her pants.
notice how the weather changes as soon as its work day again. the heat here is staggering. hot monday . I try to think of it as another form of stinging winter to survive it.
