I really want to make a deep connection with somebody. I mean the really deep connection when you can just laugh with them, confess to them , cry around them. A connection in which nothing feels awkward or unconfortable. Where you can be yourself and don’t watch your back. I really would like that, but I guess that my trust issues and insecurities can’t let me go. I still hope that it’s just because I haven’t found the right person, group or what ever.