I think I’m starting to like this guy though I know he’s just flirting with me for fun. We had a nice flirtaceous conversation yesterday and for some reason, though he’s younger than me, he seems quite mature and just nice to talk to. I think it’s because of his charisma. It’s just idk I think I get really happy knowing that I can talk to someone but I’m not like thirsty or anything. I just don’t want him to lead me on. It’ll be nice if he could give a definitive response instead of a confusing one. I think he’s a fuckboy regardless (not like literally) but I’m sure he flirts with every other girl. He’s pretty vain too but he’s rly smart and is just really appealing to me as a person. Idk what to do about this feeling and thought maybe I could talk to my girl friends about this but then realised I have no friends to talk about it to. I tried to ask my only two close friends but one ignored that part entirely and the other wasn’t rly bothered to know more. We have a huge exam coming up and I understand their attitude towards my feelings but idk I’ve never felt this lonely in a long while. I was always able to express my feelings to my friends before this but i cant do that anymore now that I have no friends. I wish I could say this out loud and like get real opinions about it. I need to stop liking this guy and I have no one to help me get through it.