it’s usually termed having s** or making love but in your case, its me selling my soul, selling myself short.
I’m a p’orn addict too, the only solution I have found is to watch it, but make myself c.um as soon as possible so I become disinterested and don’t binge for hours. Also the distraction of being ho.rny goes away. I’m a man though, with a female body it might be different.
I hear noises often like clanging on metal like Jaws and Its like someone is saying “shark attack” , “beware a shark is around to kill its prey in the area” . Stay down and avoid it.