Sometimes I feel like writing a long Facebook status about all my inner doubt and anxiety like so many of my friends do but then I remember that will not solve my problem and I worry about what people will think of me. Then I sit and stew in negative emotions untill I got a breaking point with a severely low day thinking I should just give it all up untill I remember why I choose to work so hard then I feel better for a while and start loving life again untill something happens to make me doubt myself again. This gotta stop