Sometimes,I wanted to attempt a suicide because I’m sick with my family members who never appreciate me no matter what I do.I don’t know,sometimes,I really love them (bcz they love to make jokes)but then I hate them because they always compare me with other child (Such as my exam result,my not so bad attitude and my skin problem) when I did something wrong.When someone praised me for getting a so-so result and said that I’m beautiful,my mother will always denied that and said I got lots of pimples and I’m not that smart well, I think I should be perfectionist in other to receive love from them (especially my mom)